Fuck. I feel so stupid. I created another blog for fun under my account and when I want to delete it, I deleted my own blog. What the fuck is this -.- Walau i feel like killing myself. I'm like so dumb, no wonder im always called stupid. And now i have to start from scratch D: ASS. Fuck you dumb brain. Why are you so stupid.

I'm having a damn toothache now :( Must be the damn retainers. Walau I feel like throwing it away, but it costs 400bucks -.- Everytime I eat, I have to take it out. And everytime I brush, i have to take it out and brush it as well. Walau my retainers are having a better life than me. My bro got 3rd at some singing competition o.0 Lol and he says he's gonna spend $600+ on some vocal training with zhiyang. Waste money lah, might as well give me -.- My brother is crazy lah, he dreams of being a star everyday. It'll never happen, damn it.

I'm going to school tml :D To pay for my unpaid school fees LOL. My mum went to suspend the giro account cause she doesn't want to pay zhss LOL. Aiya all my fault, I've been scamming my own parents' money, telling them I need to pay the school for whatever stuff when i don't cause I dont have enough to spend -.- And now they dont want to pay the school cause they think zhss's been using a lot of money for unnecessary purposes :D LOL.

Ahhh, i hate myself :(