I'm dead tired. My whole body is aching like shit. And today sucks :( Seriously Thanks to the co test thing. I screwed the whole thing up. And I even attituded hao laoshi. I actually told him, "Aiya just fail me lah." and I walked out. Then after that he said some really touching stuffs lah, make me feel so bad lah. But its true that I won't pass no matter how much I practice. Cause I'm not like my brother who has music genes. I can't even get a beat right, how am I going to pass?

I feel so suckishly tired of everything. I regret joining co. I should have known that I won't make it in a performing cca and yet I still went for it. I'd be better off at chinese calligraphy or something. But I can't quit now :( Not anymore. Why didn't I quit when I have the chance to? And I regretted not saying "yes" when hao laoshi asked us whether we want to quit. Ah this sucks. Life sucks. I have sectional practice tml wtf. I doubt it'll even help.